Hello blogosphere! I am back. Boy have I missed this space of mine. I cannot believe it has almost been 6 months since I’ve last blogged. I have a good reason though. I have been not only away from my beloved page but also away from work this long. Last October I lost the sensation and the ability to move my arm. It just happened suddenly and believe you me I thought i was going to be permanently disabled. After numerous MRI’s and god knows how many tests and machines I had to go through, my surgeon finally told me I have Cervical Spondalysis and a few of my nerves tore hence the lost of sensation and movement on my arm. Cervical Spondalysis?? When I first heard that I thought it was cancer, but the doctor explained to me that it is a degenerative condition on my neck bone. This is probably due to genetics because my father has it. But the nerve is tear is the main mystery here. How and why did it happen?
I woke up one morning and I just couldn’t move! I thought I was having a stroke or something! I thought, ‘great at an early age of my early thirties, I am have a freaking stroke!!’ Thank god it wasn’t. Until today the doctors aren’t sure why or how the nerves tore. I didn’t fall nor did anything fall on me so it’s a mystery. My doctors think its stress. Really? I don’t know whether I can except that but I’m not going to fuss about it. At least the strong meds have been taken off and finally I am of Steroids!
Anyway, I have been going to hydrotherapy on a regular basis and getting shockwaves to get my arm back into shape. I tried typing a few times before this but it was too difficult so thats why I didn’t blog for a while. This morning I tried my luck and so far right now my fingers hasn’t jammed on me. I need to practice because I will be starting work soon.
While I was, whats the word for it…temporarily unable to use my hand, I experienced so many new things I never knew I could experience. I suppose it is easy for one to take for granted when every limb and organ works well. And boy was it frustrating for me to be unable to do the simplest task let alone blog or paint. But I have a great therapist. She encouraged me to try pick up a brush or try to tend to my succulents to help my arm move. She kept telling me to not give up and I really appreciate her positivity. I am much better now mentally and physically.
Anyway, that my update for now. I cant wait to continue what ever I planned to blog and post it soon. I am off to therapy soon so I need to get cracking. Keep your eyes peeled for the next entry ok. 🙂